When you want something so badly and your gut doesn’t agree with your mind – it’s the ultimate inner conflict. It controls you, it consumes you. And it has a tendency to overpower your emotions causing you to act out. I’m just as guilty as the rest of you. If not more. Yeah, it sucks. But what are you supposed to do about it? There isn’t anything you can do. Life happens. At least I have the beautiful view of my favorite place in front of me. That’s all that keeps me going. That and my dog. I wouldn’ t dare be without my dog.