I seriously cannot believe it’s December 1st. I didn’t even realize it until one of my coworkers said happy December 1st everybody. It’s crazy how fast this year has gone by. Truth be told, I’m ready for Christmas to be over with and for the new year to begin. Maybe 2019 will be a better year.
As I walked along the boardwalk on this not so chilly fall day here in New Jersey, I can’t help but think of the way my life has played out. Reflection is one of my favorite parts of the day. Things are really put into a greater perspective for me during that time. It allows me to open myself up to the endless possibilities the universe has to offer me.
The other day I was talking with an old friend and she said: “wow things have really changed for you.” Which made me think, yeah they have. But today when I was walking I thought, I haven’t changed a bit. This is the person I’ve always been. Maybe everyone around me was just too blind to see it, and now that I’m no longer around they can.
Or maybe they’ve just opened their eyes. I’m not exactly sure, because I’m the only one who truly knows who I am. I’’m the only one who knows that this is always the person I was meant to be. Sure I got a little off track at times, who doesn’t? But this is me. It’s always been me.
I’ve always been a writer. I’ve always been a free-spirit. And I’ve always a kind-hearted person. And what happened was, I stopped holding other people responsible for the way that I feel about things and therefore things started to change for me. So now that some of those people aren’t in my life anymore, they’re starting to see the change too.