Hours spent laying by the pool: 4
Hours spent : 1
Today was a good day. Today was a really good day. Probably one of my most favorite days on the island thus far. One of the reasons today was such a good day was because today was my off day and off days around here are far a few in between.
But having the day off wasn’t the only reason it was such a good day. I went to breakfast, laid poolside, had a few cocktails, and then had dinner on the veranda. It was a full-on treat yourself kind of day. Much needed too might I add. . Fun but exhausting.
I had a chance to really sit back today and reflect on my life. Where I’m at and where I’m headed next. And the truth is, I don’t really know where I’m headed. I haven’t known for a very long time and it’s kind of scary.
But one thing I do know is that I will always be ok. No matter what. I’ve made it this far, I can make it to where ever I’m headed next. Which is another reason why I like to say fuck it and treat myself to whatever I want. Because truth be told you never know what’s going to happen next. So you might as well live it up while you can.
One day (I know I say this all the time), but one day I will live the life I want to live. I will be able to write all day and make a decent amount of money without having to slave away at a job that I don’t like. One day I will be able to live my best life and treat myself every day. One day.
For today, we just sit back, relax, and enjoy the view. Always treat yourself.