I haven’t been writing lately. Truthfully I haven’t been doing much reading lately either. I’ve been reevaluating my life so to speak. It’s not that I don’t want to be a writer, I still do. I think I’ll always want to be a writer. It’s still and always will be my passion.
There are just times in my life I write more than others. Times where I read more than others. And times where I’m more distracted than I am others. I think that’s just apart of life.
During these times (like right now where I am currently sitting on a barstool writing this) where I think what the heck am I doing? I’m not where I want to be with my writing just yet so that means I still need to work a real job. And because of that, I’m constantly re-evaluating my work life.
What am I doing? Why am I doing this? How long am I going to put up with this? What am I going to do next?
And the truth is, I don’t really know. I don’t know anything. When I’ll be where I want to be. If I’ll ever be where I want to be. Or if I’m even doing this thing called life correctly. I’m just going with the flow like everyone else.
Who knows, I might just and call it a day. Seriously.
Anyway, that’s where I’m at these days. Just trying to figure it all out. Though I know deep down I’m never going to have it all figured out. I’m just trying to see what’s next for me. Hopefully, I’ll know soon but maybe I won’t.
Also, it’s entirely possible that very soon I’ll be heading for the mountains in Utah. I will keep you updated.